Well, my last 'real' entry is pretty long ago as I see... May was the last one and the last not so serious one was in June... well, 'kay... so it seems to be a very good time to write another 'real' one (i hope you can understand what i wanna say... my english is still not perfect, especially my expression - and it will never be - but... i'm trying my best as usually)
Let me see, what can I tell you now?
I feel fine. Not very good, but fine. My throut is a tiny bit sore but i'm used to it 'cause that's totally normal for me in the time of my favorite season - autumn! (I really prefer the word 'autumn' instead of 'fall'...)
University will start again at Monday, October 11th. Hope everything will be all right. I am always missing the damn listings were you have to put your name on for the different courses and so... ôo that's kinda embarrassing... well, doesn't matter. I will get into the courses i wanna be like always *coughs* The next semester would be a bit relaxing if everything will work like i thought.
Ah, by the way... there is one thing i really regret. A few months ago i said that i prefer writing a test paper instead of a big written test/written examination. Well, after i had to write to big term papers for my two topics i really have to say: a written test is much better. You just have to learn like a mad for them but.... it's over much sooner than a term paper.
Next topic: my mum.
As you know, my mum's always a topic for my journal entries and i think it's really a good idea that i'm using to talk about her in here. It's easier for me to see the progress she makes when i'm re-reading old entries of mine reminding my feelings in that moments. Well, my mum is doing pretty well. The speaking is still a bit mixing of words but she's getting it a bit better everyday. I can talk with her in a kind of normal way. I can start whole discussions with her about something. Well, i'm still the one who is saying the most but she starts to express her opinion towards the topic which is on right at the moment and i think that's good. Also, my brother starts to talk with her and understand much better. It's still my aunt who makes everything a bit complicated with my mother. But i hope this will change soon.
My Mum is still not really able to talk with a stranger properly and she seems to be evry afraid if another person starts to talk with her. But i noticed that a loot of shopkeepers of the boulevard near our flat have noticed that my mother can't speak but they know what she's wanting. And mum is not to much embarrassed to ask me if i could write a special thing/name down onto a sheet of paper for her which she can handle to the shopkeeper. That's a pretty good way to solve some problems with communication.
There is just one thing which is making me a bit sick... a few months ago i thought she is now able to control her laughing attacks 'cause she didn't laugh about every tiny word i said and it was a pretty good feeling i had. well, two months ago she started to laugh about EVERYTHING again and it's really annoying from time to time. I am always trying to take it with a nice dash of humour but... sometimes i don't feel like she's taken me seriously enough even if i know that she can't control that and doesn't want to laugh that much. I hope it will get better soon... 'cause i don't really know how long i can take it...
Next: My holiday!
I was travelling through the country - by train, even if i really really really hate travelling by train. I was spending a few days in Bielefeld at my friend Insü Lloyd :) It was pretty funny to take a ride into a city which doesn't exist XD (A little explaination for all non-Germans: A lot of people say that Bielefeld does not exist, that it's just an illusion and you're getting brainwashed for thinking that you're in Bielefeld but in real Bielefeld is not there. It's some kind of joke people created. You can see it as some kind of parody to all that conspiracy theories in the world. It's really funny and i noticed that even books and comics about the so called "Bielefeld Verschwörung" do exist XD)
Insü and i had a lot of fun and her small flat was pretty nice - even if i hit my head three time on the droop in the kitchen when i wnated to take something pout of the fridge o.O"
After these few days i travelled to my dear friend Becky near Dresden. BUT!!! But before i arrived in Dresden i had a tiny stop in Leipzig. I met murmeldjur
(Micha, when did you change your name on LJ? *rofl*) for the first time of my live in real *g* We just had 25 to 30 minutes but it was a nice meeting, i think. i enjoyed it :)
Well, i arrived in dresden and spen almost two weeks at Becky's Home in Freital near Dresden. We had a lot of fun but also a lot of stress because of her Japan Weekend after her 22nd birthday. I am not really used to be at a party or anything else in that direction and i am not used to have more than ten people around me (school doesn't count!) in one fucking living room... but it was a nice time. even if i felt a bit strange here and there...
So, my that have been my holidays in a very compact version of a summary :P Let's go move on with....
...my birthday o.O"
I still can't believe that i am not a teenager anymore. No, i really cannot believe that i am twenty years old now... okay, it's like two years ago after i couldn't beleive i'm eighteen and officially full age oO" but this time my b-day hasn't been a bad day. it was quite a nice day. no one was getting onto my nerves, no 'damn.. why did he/she have to come to me now?!'-persons, and a lot of very very very nice greetings :D thank you guys! love ya very much :D
Final topic is coming now, i think...
My plans for 2011.
Yeah, i know the year isn't over now and it's just end of September/start of October but i have some plans for the future.
First things first: I wanna visit the Leipzig Book Fair again. Yep, i really want to. And i really hope that i am not getting lost there again. Okay, if i get lost i will have my phone in my bag this time *coughs* The funny thing next time will be that Becky and I do not need to take the train from Dresden to Leipzig again 'cause she is going to study and live in Leipzig itself. So we just have to take the tram to the book fair and maybe we're not just one day there but two or three :) that would be pretty cool. And maybe i can meet some peeps of the Doctor Who & Torchwood Cosplay group of mexx *rofl* for taking some funny photos and so... ^^ And i also could take a faster train from Rostock to Leipzig without changing the trains in Berlin or Schwerin or wherever it would be. *g*
Well, second plan is something bigger... yeah, it's really much bigger than my first trip. I would really like to visit the FedCon, the greatest scifi convention you can find here in Germany. I'm pretty lucky to know a few nice people in Dortmund where I can stay for these days and Dortmund is not far away from Düsseldorf ;) So i don't need to book a hotel room or anything like that *breathing a sigh of relief* And i won't be alone there *g* well, and i also would like to do a ghostbusters cosplay on one day. I had that idea when i held my GB DVDs in the hands and was starring at the cover *lmao* the best ideas are always coming to you in a kinda ordinary or strange or just completely stupid way XD I really hope that everything will work like i'm planning it.
and now somethiing to laughfor the end ;)